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About Me Member Actor/Actress JessicaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I don't think I can say anything that sums me up actually.

i'm not dead yet

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 4:55 PM
some bad things have happened in the past..i don't know, week?
I don't think i'll be able to get on at all alot...maybe to check messages...
I just don't have the energy to keep up with anything, my mind is breaking and i need to get some professional help fast before something even worse happens.
Don't get me wrong. I love you guys, if you still need my number just note me or email me preferably, seeing as i can't get on here half as much.
but really, i'm sorry. Things are just horrible. This isn't a "Oh i'm so helpless I just want to be pitied" journal, I'm just givin' you a heads up so you don't think i'm dead.
Anyways...email me, i check it almost everyday at school.
And Onii chan... I miss you so much, I really need to talk to you...
I love you


~Jessika M. Shults

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: actions and motives - 10 years

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: California^^! Yeah
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Whatever fits
  • Print preference: ??
  • Interests: photoshop, karaoke, japan
  • Favourite movie: battle royale, mr. brain, Evangelion
  • Favourite band or musician: GReeeeN
  • Favourite genre of music: Jrock
  • Favourite artist: Tetsuya Nomura
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Krista Lidman
  • Favourite style of art: anime/realism
  • Operating System: Windows 7
  • MP3 player of choice: any
  • Shell of choice: a turtles?
  • Wallpaper of choice: ... sexy... wallpaper
  • Skin of choice: Mine of course
  • Favourite game: FFVII, KH
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: hmmm
  • Personal Quote: Boku e iki kaeru yo. Omaetachi wa koroshite sono niku o tabe ni iku kara.boku wa kanarazu.yomigairu

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:iconbloodandice:
Your gallery and art style is win <3~

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:iconjesmarishu:
why thank you dear

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hi :)

thank you for the +fav ^^


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:icongeettakiho89:
I think it's a good message* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 225 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be SRRY
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thnx 4 all the favs hunn^^

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theres a clear line between constructive criticism, and being a jackass....now pull ur head out of ur ass, and find that difference.
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i seriously regret my screen-name......bleh..
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